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FAMILY TIES
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Season 5 Episode 23
"A, My Name is Alex, Part 2"
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What's heaven like?
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No matter what you eat,
you can't gain weight.
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Answer the question, Alex.
Is it hard to be you?
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You know the answer.
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Of course it's hard.
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They have these
great stores there, Alex.
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They open
at 9:00 in the morning
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and stay open
till infinity.
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And, Alex...
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Alex, one size fits all.
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Why is it so hard to be you?
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You know.
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Say it.
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Because.
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Yeah? Because...
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Because I'm better.
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And...
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Smarter.
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I'll bet
Alex knows the answer.
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Don't do that to me,
Mrs. Leahy.
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It's all so simple, Alex,
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and it's all so pretty.
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Why do you worry
so much?
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Alex, tell the class
what Christopher Columbus
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was really trying to do
when he discovered America.
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Why do you set me apart
from the other kids like that?
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Makes me
so uncomfortable.
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They're all
looking at me.
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They're all jealous.
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Th-they don't want to play
with me at recess.
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It's the price
you have to pay, Alex,
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because you're special.
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But I'm just
a little boy.
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Class, pay attention
to Alex. I'm sure...
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God, I hated it
when she did that!
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I wish you all could be
a little more like Alex.
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She'd call on me in that...
that old-maid teacher's voice.
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- "Alex knows. Alex knows."
- Alex knows. Alex knows.
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I was 7 years old!
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You don't put that kind
of pressure on a kid that age!
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I knew
I had to be ready,
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because she
was counting on me,
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pushing me.
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Alex, please
tell the class.
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Columbus was
really trying to find
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a fast, direct route
to the Indies, Mrs. Leahy.
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Uh, he was looking
for spices,
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but he found
the new world.
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It was just an accident.
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It was an accident!
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He should not have been
in that car alone.
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I shou...
I should have been with him.
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M-maybe, I...
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Oh, maybe he would have
gone more slowly.
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Maybe I would have seen
the other car.
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It was an accident.
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There aren't
any accidents, Alex.
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Everything happens the way
it's supposed to happen.
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We've all
been here before.
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Mallory's really
getting on my nerves, Dad.
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I mean, why... why did you
have to have another kid?
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We were doin' so well,
just the three of us.
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Well, when you get older,
you'll appreciate her more.
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Doubt it.
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Come on. You want to have
a little catch?
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Ah, no. I don't want...
Dad, I-I'm not very good at it.
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Well, you can't expect
to learn it all in one day.
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I learned algebra
all in one day.
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Well, I know.
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But now you're
starting school,
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you have to learn
how to play catch, baseball.
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- Okay.
- Okay. Good.
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Look, I can get us
some tickets
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to the Indians game on Saturday,
if you want to go.
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Ah, the Indians? I don't like
the Indians that much.
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How can you not like the Indians?
They're in first place.
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Not financially.
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In terms of cash flow,
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the Orioles are
the team to beat this year.
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The Orioles are 15 games out.
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What does that have to do
with anything?
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Their TV revenues are up 15%.
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Ticket prices up 7%.
These guys are doing great.
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If they keep this up,
they can buy the Indians.
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That's a whole
new perspective
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on our
national pastime.
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Well, come on.
Let's, uh...
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Let's have
a little catch, huh?
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Remember
how I showed you?
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Now just, uh, put
your hands together.
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Make a cup.
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Yeah. good boy.
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- Whoops.
- I'm sorry, Dad.
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Oh, no.
No, it's okay.
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You're trying.
That's all that counts.
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He was... he was always
supportive like that.
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"Just do it.
Just try.
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"Just have fun.
That's all that matters."
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You have trouble
with that attitude?
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I don't know.
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It's a little naive, isn't it?
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I don't know.
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There are winners,
and there are losers in life,
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and there's
no getting around that.
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So... you think your father's
a weak man, then?
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- No.
- But you just said...
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- Just let me finish, okay?
- Sorry.
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I used to think
that way.
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I'm embarrassed
by it now...
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...that I could be so blind
to his strength.
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He has great love,
my father,
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not... not just for
his family, but for life.
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He doesn't have to make you
wrong for him to be right.
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He doesn't
have to make you a loser
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to be a winner himself.
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I wish I was
more like my father.
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Aw, Dad, another sister!
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How... how could you
do this to me?
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Alex, some of these things
are not controllable, you know?
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I know, but you should have
consulted with me first.
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Alex, she's a beautiful
little girl, and we love her.
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You will, too.
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All right.
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What's this one's name?
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Jennifer.
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You got a minute?
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Sure.
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What are you readin'?
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Kierkegaard.
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"Internal Development of Man
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and Dynamic
Representational Expression."
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Yeah, well,
that's okay for fun.
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But later try to get in
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somethin'
a little more serious, okay?
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I promise.
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Do you ever think
about it, Jen?
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Life?
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Death?
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Infinity?
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Well, sometimes I do,
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but... but sometimes
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I just want tickets
to a Van Halen concert.
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Interesting kid, Jen.
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She's the only
teenager I know
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who can combine
Soren Kierkegaard
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and Eddie Van Halen
in her life.
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It's funny to be
back here in her room.
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There's... there's
a certain perfumey smell.
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Uh, it was her birthday.
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She was 2.
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And I didn't know
what to get her,
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so I got her perfume,
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because I figured,
you know, girls like that,
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and it was on sale.
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And, uh, she spilled it
all over her crib,
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so now, whenever I smell
very, very cheap perfume...
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...I think of Jen.
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That's the strange thing
about memories.
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Sometimes
they could be more real
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than what
we think of as reality.
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The smell of wet wool mittens
on a radiator...
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That is the smell
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of Mrs. Leahy's class
in winter, forever.
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Hey.
Those are my mittens.
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Are you sure? They look
a little bit like mine.
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Your mittens
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have dollar signs
crocheted in the palm?
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Sorry.
I didn't notice that.
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Hey, you're the
new kid, aren't you?
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Yeah,
I'm Greg McCormick.
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Hello.
my name is Alex...
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I know who you are.
You're Alex Keaton,
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the kid
who knows everything.
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Who told you that?
Did Mrs. Leahy say that?
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No, the other kids
were sayin' it.
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They say it's great here.
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"All you have to do
is just keep quiet.
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Sooner or later,
Keaton rattles off the answer."
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How come
you know so much?
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I take some night classes.
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Ohio State.
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Well,
I'll see you around.
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I'm gonna go out
and play for recess.
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I'm sorry about
the mittens.
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Hey, do you want to
come out and play?
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Me?
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Yeah, you. You know
how to play, don't you?
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Well, I-I normally
stay inside at recess
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and help Mrs. Leahy prepare
tomorrow's assignments.
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Come on. There's
a snowball fight goin' on.
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You know how to make
a good snowball?
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No.
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See? You don't know
everything.
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Let's go!
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Don't know everything.
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Don't know anything!
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Whatever it is
that I based my life upon
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is... is falling out
from underneath me.
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Do you believe
in God, Alex?
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I don't want to
talk about that, okay?
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I'm sorry. Go on.
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You know
what's bothering me?
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I mean really,
really bothering me?
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S-something
that I'm having
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a very difficult time
getting past.
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What's that?
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I'm paying you for this!
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I'm paying you to sit there
and listen to me.
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I'm paying a guy
from Grant College
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to sit and listen to my
life story and give me advice.
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Grant College...
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a school that gives a course
in opening umbrellas.
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I got an "A" in that.
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All right, look,
t-this is pointless.
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I'm not getting any answers.
I'm not getting any advice.
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I'm... I'm just sitting here,
doin' all the talking,
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a-and you're just
pulling it out of me.
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How do you feel
about that?
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How do you feel about that?
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I asked you first.
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You're really
gettin' on my nerves.
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What is it
you want, Alex?
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What is it
you're looking for?
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I just want to feel...
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the way I felt
when I was a little boy...
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That... that feeling
of security,
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that feeling of safety.
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Comin' home to my house
on a cold, rainy night,
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I'd see the light on
in the kitchen window,
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and I knew there was
no place else I wanted to be.
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The colder I got
and the wetter I got,
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the more I enjoyed it,
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because I knew
in 2 minutes,
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I was gonna be
in that kitchen,
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safe and warm.
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You know
Hemingway's story,
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"A Clean,
Well-Lighted Place"?
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I can't say I'm
familiar with that, no.
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That's right.
I forgot.
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You went
to Grant College.
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All right, okay,
let me put it in terms
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that you
can understand, okay?
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Remember when Batman...
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wanted to get
away from it all,
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and he'd go down
to the batcave?
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Uh-huh! Yeah!
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That was the feeling
walkin' into that kitchen.
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I mean, walking in there
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was like walkin'
into a hug.
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I'll tell you
a little secret.
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Sometimes...
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I'd fake a little cough,
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a little sneeze,
a little sniffle,
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just to get
a little extra attention.
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00:12:48,600 --> 00:12:50,597
Hey, who'd it hurt?
258
00:12:50,627 --> 00:12:51,897
Ah-choo! Ah-choo!
259
00:12:51,927 --> 00:12:54,757
You all right,
honey?
260
00:12:54,787 --> 00:12:56,857
Oh, I'm fine, Mommy.
261
00:12:56,887 --> 00:12:59,300
I just got
a little cold.
262
00:13:04,360 --> 00:13:06,027
You come on in here.
263
00:13:06,057 --> 00:13:08,157
I've got your blanket
ready for you.
264
00:13:08,187 --> 00:13:10,900
Ah, Mommy, stop.
Don't go to all this trouble.
265
00:13:11,930 --> 00:13:14,327
It's no trouble.
You just sit here.
266
00:13:14,357 --> 00:13:16,600
I'm gonna make you
some hot chocolate.
267
00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:20,030
Yes!
268
00:13:25,700 --> 00:13:27,197
Hot chocolate.
269
00:13:27,227 --> 00:13:31,197
One more sneeze,
I get whipped cream.
270
00:13:31,227 --> 00:13:32,860
Ah-choo!
271
00:13:37,700 --> 00:13:41,657
Alex, are you just faking
being sick again?
272
00:13:41,687 --> 00:13:43,327
You're
just jealous, Mal,
273
00:13:43,357 --> 00:13:45,227
because you
can't pull it off.
274
00:13:45,257 --> 00:13:48,357
See, I know how to do
these things selectively.
275
00:13:48,387 --> 00:13:51,397
A little cough,
a little sniffle.
276
00:13:51,427 --> 00:13:53,857
You come in and say,
"I've got malaria.
277
00:13:53,887 --> 00:13:56,660
Can I have
some hot chocolate?"
278
00:13:58,230 --> 00:14:02,797
Thank you, Mommy.
I'm feeling much better now.
279
00:14:02,827 --> 00:14:04,857
Would you like
some cookies?
280
00:14:04,887 --> 00:14:07,327
Oh, Mommy,
you stop it, okay?
281
00:14:07,357 --> 00:14:09,457
Y-you're
spoiling me.
282
00:14:09,487 --> 00:14:10,830
What kind?
283
00:14:12,530 --> 00:14:15,597
I'm your Mommy.
I can spoil you if I like.
284
00:14:15,627 --> 00:14:16,597
Chocolate chip?
285
00:14:16,627 --> 00:14:17,730
Butterscotch.
286
00:14:21,330 --> 00:14:24,057
Have a good day
at kindergarten today?
287
00:14:24,087 --> 00:14:27,430
It was okay.
We made pictures.
288
00:14:31,860 --> 00:14:33,357
Alex,
this is beautiful.
289
00:14:33,387 --> 00:14:36,857
T-this is the nicest picture
you've ever given me.
290
00:14:36,887 --> 00:14:38,027
Thank you, Mommy.
291
00:14:38,057 --> 00:14:40,860
I was thinking about you
when I bought it.
292
00:14:47,860 --> 00:14:49,427
You bought it?
293
00:14:49,457 --> 00:14:51,857
Uh-huh.
Roger Zimmerman.
294
00:14:51,887 --> 00:14:54,527
He's the most talented artist
in our class.
295
00:14:54,557 --> 00:14:57,160
Nothing's too good
for my Mommy.
296
00:14:58,860 --> 00:15:00,357
Oh, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy,
297
00:15:00,387 --> 00:15:02,357
can we sing the song?
298
00:15:02,387 --> 00:15:03,700
Oh, yeah, okay.
299
00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:10,397
в™Є Where is thumbkin?
300
00:15:10,427 --> 00:15:14,497
в™Є Here I am
301
00:15:14,527 --> 00:15:16,897
в™Є How are you
this morning? в™Є
302
00:15:16,927 --> 00:15:18,897
в™Є Very well,
I thank you в™Є
303
00:15:18,927 --> 00:15:23,697
в™Є Run and hide
304
00:15:23,727 --> 00:15:25,627
в™Є Where
is thumbkin... в™Є
305
00:15:25,657 --> 00:15:28,627
That was... that was the
sweetest-tasting hot chocolate
306
00:15:28,657 --> 00:15:31,527
I ever had in my life.
307
00:15:31,557 --> 00:15:32,727
I'm never gonna...
308
00:15:32,757 --> 00:15:35,357
Never gonna feel
that... that safe again,
309
00:15:35,387 --> 00:15:38,060
that protected.
310
00:15:39,030 --> 00:15:41,360
Hey! Alex.
311
00:15:43,030 --> 00:15:45,497
Hiya, Nick.
312
00:15:45,527 --> 00:15:47,157
What are you doin' here?
313
00:15:47,187 --> 00:15:48,827
What do you mean,
what am I doing here?
314
00:15:48,857 --> 00:15:50,727
These are all the people
in your life, right?
315
00:15:50,757 --> 00:15:52,297
I'm in your life.
316
00:15:52,327 --> 00:15:55,600
Nick, I'm paying
this guy by the hour.
317
00:15:56,760 --> 00:15:58,127
Okay?
318
00:15:58,157 --> 00:16:01,627
I don't want to use up
any of my time talking to you.
319
00:16:01,657 --> 00:16:05,027
What, you think you got
nothin' to learn from me, Alex?
320
00:16:05,057 --> 00:16:07,257
Huh? You don't think I ain't
got nothin' to teach you?
321
00:16:07,287 --> 00:16:08,527
No, Nick.
322
00:16:08,557 --> 00:16:11,897
I don't think you ain't
got nothin' to teach me.
323
00:16:11,927 --> 00:16:14,757
Alex! What kind
of grammar is that?
324
00:16:14,787 --> 00:16:17,457
Sorry, Mrs. Leahy!
325
00:16:17,487 --> 00:16:20,100
Just tryin' to make
a point here.
326
00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:24,127
Come on. Go away,
will you, okay?
327
00:16:24,157 --> 00:16:26,527
- You're gettin' me into trouble.
- Hey, hey, hey.
328
00:16:26,557 --> 00:16:28,957
You are just afraid
of this side of me in you.
329
00:16:28,987 --> 00:16:31,197
There is no side of you
in me, Nick.
330
00:16:31,227 --> 00:16:33,327
Sure there is.
331
00:16:33,357 --> 00:16:37,530
в™Є Born to be wild
332
00:16:40,300 --> 00:16:43,900
в™Є Born to be wild
333
00:16:47,900 --> 00:16:50,100
Alex,
can we come in?!
334
00:16:51,130 --> 00:16:53,030
Just studying, Mom.
335
00:16:55,860 --> 00:16:57,527
Fabulous
report card, Alex.
336
00:16:57,557 --> 00:16:58,927
Ah, thanks, Dad.
337
00:16:58,957 --> 00:17:01,157
Listen to what your teacher
wrote on your paper.
338
00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:02,827
"Alex knows more
about economics
339
00:17:02,857 --> 00:17:04,757
"than most people
in America.
340
00:17:04,787 --> 00:17:07,097
"I'm assuming this paper
deserves an 'A.'
341
00:17:07,127 --> 00:17:09,330
I don't
fully understand it."
342
00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:15,960
- We're very proud of you, son.
- Very proud, honey.
343
00:17:17,360 --> 00:17:20,157
I didn't know you
liked rock music, Alex.
344
00:17:20,187 --> 00:17:23,727
I don't like rock music,
Mallory.
345
00:17:23,757 --> 00:17:26,327
I heard you playing
rock music last night...
346
00:17:26,357 --> 00:17:30,097
Steppenwolf and
Jim Morrison and The Doors.
347
00:17:30,127 --> 00:17:32,360
Greg likes Jim Morrison
and The Doors, not me.
348
00:17:33,500 --> 00:17:36,997
в™Є The time
to hesitate is through в™Є
349
00:17:37,027 --> 00:17:40,857
в™Є No time to wallow
in the mire в™Є
350
00:17:40,887 --> 00:17:44,527
в™Є Try now,
we can only lose в™Є
351
00:17:44,557 --> 00:17:48,827
в™Є And our love become
a funeral pyre в™Є
352
00:17:48,857 --> 00:17:56,397
в™Є Come on, baby,
light my fire в™Є
353
00:17:56,427 --> 00:18:01,097
в™Є Try to set the night
on fire в™Є
354
00:18:01,127 --> 00:18:02,627
в™Є Yeah
355
00:18:02,657 --> 00:18:04,427
Oh, man, Alex,
I got to go.
356
00:18:04,457 --> 00:18:05,857
I'll see you
in school tomorrow.
357
00:18:05,887 --> 00:18:08,027
Okay, don't forget
to bring my homework, okay?
358
00:18:08,057 --> 00:18:09,027
Don't I always?
359
00:18:09,057 --> 00:18:11,127
Hey, hey, hey,
my Dad said
360
00:18:11,157 --> 00:18:14,027
he might get tickets for us
for the Indians game on Sunday.
361
00:18:14,057 --> 00:18:15,227
Your Dad
is the greatest.
362
00:18:15,257 --> 00:18:17,227
Can he get a ticket
for my brother, too?
363
00:18:17,257 --> 00:18:18,957
Wait. Don't go.
364
00:18:18,987 --> 00:18:20,097
Huh?
365
00:18:20,127 --> 00:18:21,597
Don't go, okay?
366
00:18:21,627 --> 00:18:23,297
Don't walk out that door.
Don't go.
367
00:18:23,327 --> 00:18:24,497
I got to go.
My Mom made supper.
368
00:18:24,527 --> 00:18:26,227
No. no, don't leave, okay?
Don't leave.
369
00:18:26,257 --> 00:18:28,457
Just stay here in this room
with me forever.
370
00:18:28,487 --> 00:18:31,000
Alex, this is
so sudden.
371
00:18:34,860 --> 00:18:36,797
Just... just listen
to me, okay?
372
00:18:36,827 --> 00:18:39,197
Okay? 'Cause I can't bear
to see you go.
373
00:18:39,227 --> 00:18:41,227
Alex,
two 14-year-old guys
374
00:18:41,257 --> 00:18:43,227
should be able to say goodbye
without crying.
375
00:18:43,257 --> 00:18:44,627
No, you're not 14!
376
00:18:44,657 --> 00:18:45,627
I'm not?
377
00:18:45,657 --> 00:18:47,857
No, well, you are now.
378
00:18:47,887 --> 00:18:49,357
You are now,
379
00:18:49,387 --> 00:18:50,997
but in a... in a blink,
380
00:18:51,027 --> 00:18:53,797
you're gonna be
21 like me.
381
00:18:53,827 --> 00:18:55,357
You're 21?
382
00:18:55,387 --> 00:18:57,857
A-and you're gonna walk out
the front door to this house
383
00:18:57,887 --> 00:19:00,697
and you're gonna get killed
in a car accident.
384
00:19:00,727 --> 00:19:03,427
Alex, a simple
"have a nice day" will do.
385
00:19:03,457 --> 00:19:05,657
Don't go, okay?
Don't go.
386
00:19:05,687 --> 00:19:09,197
Don't go!
Don't...
387
00:19:09,227 --> 00:19:13,100
It's not fair!
388
00:19:14,860 --> 00:19:17,657
Greg should not be dead.
389
00:19:17,687 --> 00:19:20,030
He never hurt anybody.
390
00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:23,657
Why?
Why?!
391
00:19:23,687 --> 00:19:26,697
Don't worry about it, Alex.
392
00:19:26,727 --> 00:19:27,727
Hey.
393
00:19:27,757 --> 00:19:29,957
I'm just a kid.
394
00:19:29,987 --> 00:19:33,027
You're special.
395
00:19:33,057 --> 00:19:35,057
Keep trying, play fair.
396
00:19:35,087 --> 00:19:36,457
I'm proud of you, honey.
397
00:19:36,487 --> 00:19:38,500
Lie down, take a nap.
398
00:19:44,930 --> 00:19:46,997
Why are you crying,
Alex?
399
00:19:47,027 --> 00:19:48,757
You got an owee?
400
00:19:48,787 --> 00:19:51,897
Yeah.
Yeah, sort of.
401
00:19:51,927 --> 00:19:53,857
Want me to kiss it
and make it better?
402
00:19:53,887 --> 00:19:56,800
I sure do.
403
00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:01,527
Better?
404
00:20:01,557 --> 00:20:02,660
Much.
405
00:20:03,700 --> 00:20:06,027
Could you
come home now?
406
00:20:06,057 --> 00:20:07,897
Uh, pretty soon, okay?
Pretty soon.
407
00:20:07,927 --> 00:20:10,197
I-I just have a few loose ends
to tie up.
408
00:20:10,227 --> 00:20:13,400
I'm gonna go home
and get some hot chocolate.
409
00:20:15,430 --> 00:20:17,330
Ah-choo!
410
00:20:23,130 --> 00:20:27,857
That's me...
17 years ago.
411
00:20:27,887 --> 00:20:30,857
Just makes me think...
412
00:20:30,887 --> 00:20:34,357
How much I've been through
in my life already
413
00:20:34,387 --> 00:20:36,730
and what it's all meant.
414
00:20:39,200 --> 00:20:42,357
I don't want to die.
415
00:20:42,387 --> 00:20:46,357
I-I-I don't mean... I don't mean
I don't want to die young.
416
00:20:46,387 --> 00:20:49,357
I don't want to die
middle-aged.
417
00:20:49,387 --> 00:20:51,857
I don't want to die old.
418
00:20:51,887 --> 00:20:54,357
I don't want to die...
419
00:20:54,387 --> 00:20:55,527
Ever.
420
00:20:55,557 --> 00:20:58,030
Do you believe
in God, Alex?
421
00:21:00,360 --> 00:21:03,427
That's what this
all comes down to, right?
422
00:21:03,457 --> 00:21:04,760
Doesn't it?
423
00:21:06,100 --> 00:21:09,100
That's what I'm tryin'
to figure out here.
424
00:21:10,930 --> 00:21:14,127
Because... because
if there is a God,
425
00:21:14,157 --> 00:21:16,857
then... then...
then somehow this...
426
00:21:16,887 --> 00:21:18,597
all makes sense.
427
00:21:18,627 --> 00:21:21,357
I mean, there's
got to be a reason,
428
00:21:21,387 --> 00:21:22,927
some master plan
429
00:21:22,957 --> 00:21:27,527
in which Greg's... dying
and my living make sense.
430
00:21:27,557 --> 00:21:29,360
What do you think?
431
00:21:31,860 --> 00:21:35,030
The analytical side
of me says no.
432
00:21:37,530 --> 00:21:41,157
On a straight
cost-efficiency basis,
433
00:21:41,187 --> 00:21:43,897
you can't prove it.
434
00:21:43,927 --> 00:21:46,357
There's no annual report.
435
00:21:46,387 --> 00:21:49,357
There's no pictures
of the board of directors.
436
00:21:49,387 --> 00:21:51,560
I mean recent ones.
437
00:21:56,830 --> 00:21:58,827
And... and there's
a lot of things
438
00:21:58,857 --> 00:22:01,360
that just cannot be
accounted for.
439
00:22:05,430 --> 00:22:10,057
But then there are
these miraculous things.
440
00:22:10,087 --> 00:22:13,927
Phenomena of nature...
Like, uh...
441
00:22:13,957 --> 00:22:17,197
Like mountains
and oceans
442
00:22:17,227 --> 00:22:20,397
and Skippy
getting dressed by himself.
443
00:22:20,427 --> 00:22:22,697
And...
and you got to think
444
00:22:22,727 --> 00:22:25,860
that somebody's
helpin' out with that.
445
00:22:28,460 --> 00:22:30,860
The answer is yes.
446
00:22:33,530 --> 00:22:36,200
I do believe in god.
447
00:22:37,300 --> 00:22:40,527
But not a mean...
Not a mean, angry god,
448
00:22:40,557 --> 00:22:43,157
like... like the gods
you see on TV
449
00:22:43,187 --> 00:22:45,027
that always...
You know the preachers
450
00:22:45,057 --> 00:22:48,030
and... and always asking
you to send them money.
451
00:22:49,530 --> 00:22:51,400
And, um...
452
00:22:53,030 --> 00:22:55,357
And not a groovy god
453
00:22:55,387 --> 00:22:58,197
like Mallory's god...
454
00:22:58,227 --> 00:23:01,700
Matching sweatpants
and headband.
455
00:23:03,430 --> 00:23:06,297
And not a god like
brother Timothy's god, either,
456
00:23:06,327 --> 00:23:08,127
because I just can't believe
457
00:23:08,157 --> 00:23:10,860
that god made me
stay away from girls.
458
00:23:12,530 --> 00:23:14,960
If he did, he wouldn't
have made me so cute.
459
00:23:24,100 --> 00:23:29,057
I think god is gentle
and...
460
00:23:29,087 --> 00:23:32,357
Forgiving...
461
00:23:32,387 --> 00:23:37,027
And not one special form,
you know?
462
00:23:37,057 --> 00:23:40,027
I mean, one day,
he's a dolphin.
463
00:23:40,057 --> 00:23:45,530
The next day, he's trading
shares on Wall Street.
464
00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:50,497
It'd be funny if one day,
he got mixed up
465
00:23:50,527 --> 00:23:53,160
and went to Wall Street
as a dolphin.
466
00:23:54,860 --> 00:23:56,197
You surprise me, Alex.
467
00:23:56,227 --> 00:23:58,527
I didn't think
you really would believe,
468
00:23:58,557 --> 00:24:01,157
a bottom-line guy
like yourself.
469
00:24:01,187 --> 00:24:05,427
Yeah. well... well, part of me
is a little nervous about it.
470
00:24:05,457 --> 00:24:08,927
I mean, I-I like to know
what I know,
471
00:24:08,957 --> 00:24:11,097
see it...
472
00:24:11,127 --> 00:24:14,427
Be able to prove it
on a... on a test,
473
00:24:14,457 --> 00:24:16,897
to know it, to learn it,
and be done.
474
00:24:16,927 --> 00:24:19,157
And I just got a feeling...
475
00:24:19,187 --> 00:24:21,927
That you keep getting
tested on this one.
476
00:24:21,957 --> 00:24:24,430
So, what do you
do now?
477
00:24:26,330 --> 00:24:28,797
Well...
478
00:24:28,827 --> 00:24:31,797
Greg's dead...
479
00:24:31,827 --> 00:24:34,457
And I'm alive...
480
00:24:34,487 --> 00:24:37,130
And I can't change that.
481
00:24:41,130 --> 00:24:44,130
But I can keep
his memory alive.
482
00:24:46,130 --> 00:24:51,627
I can take...
His sense of humor...
483
00:24:51,657 --> 00:24:54,457
And his...
And his energy...
484
00:24:54,487 --> 00:24:57,597
And his warmth...
485
00:24:57,627 --> 00:25:00,630
And I can make it my own.
486
00:25:02,300 --> 00:25:05,357
I can be the best Alex Keaton
that I can be,
487
00:25:05,387 --> 00:25:09,427
and I can use the gifts
that I've been given.
488
00:25:09,457 --> 00:25:13,097
And I can take time
489
00:25:13,127 --> 00:25:16,630
to appreciate
the beauty in this life.
490
00:25:21,700 --> 00:25:25,260
And I can...
I can be gentle.
491
00:25:26,700 --> 00:25:30,527
And I can be forgiving...
492
00:25:30,557 --> 00:25:33,297
And thoughtful.
493
00:25:33,327 --> 00:25:36,797
And I can make
a lot of money...
494
00:25:36,827 --> 00:25:39,957
Because, well,
I-I'm sure god wants me to.
495
00:25:39,987 --> 00:25:41,627
Because if he didn't,
496
00:25:41,657 --> 00:25:44,500
he wouldn't have made me
so smart.
497
00:25:46,130 --> 00:25:49,097
I-I want to... I want to talk
a little bit more.
498
00:25:49,127 --> 00:25:50,627
Uh, do we still
have time?
499
00:25:50,657 --> 00:25:52,257
Yeah, sure.
Sit down.
500
00:25:52,287 --> 00:25:55,127
All right. Okay. I-I got
so much in my head now.
501
00:25:55,157 --> 00:25:57,457
I don't know
where to start.
502
00:25:57,487 --> 00:25:59,600
Start from
the beginning.
503
00:26:01,630 --> 00:26:04,430
My name is Alex Keaton.
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5 сезон 23 серия
«Меня зовут Алекс. Часть 2»
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Как выглядит рай?
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Что бы ты ни ел,
вес не прибавляется.
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00:01:10,660 --> 00:01:13,630
Алекс, ответь на вопрос.
Сложно ли быть тобой?
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00:01:13,660 --> 00:01:15,700
Вы знаете ответ.
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00:01:15,730 --> 00:01:17,360
Конечно же сложно.
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И ещё там такие
классные магазины.
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Открываются в 9 утра
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и не закрываются
до бесконечности.
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И знаешь что, Алекс?
Там всё безразмерное.
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Почему же так трудно быть тобой?
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Сами знаете.
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Скажи.
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Потому что.
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Так, потому что?..
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Потому что я лучший.
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И?..
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И самый умный.
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А вот Алекс знает ответ.
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Не надо так со мной,
миссис Лихи.
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Там всё так просто, Алекс,
и всё так красиво.
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Чего ты больно волнуешься?
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Алекс, ответь классу,
что Кристофер Колумб
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искал на самом деле,
когда открыл Америку.
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Зачем же так выделять меня
из других детей?
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Мне неловко от этого.
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На меня все смотрят.
И все завидуют.
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И на перемене они со мной
не хотят играть.
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Такую цену тебе придётся
заплатить, Алекс,
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ведь ты особенный.
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Я обычный мальчик.
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Класс, внимание!
Сейчас Алекс ответит...
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Терпеть не могу,
когда она так делает!
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Вы все должны брать
с него пример...
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Она говорила мне своим
старым учительским голосом.
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- "Алекс всё знает. Алекс всё знает".
- "Алекс всё знает. Алекс всё знает".
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А мне было 7 лет!
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Нельзя так давить на ребёнка
в таком возрасте!
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Я всегда должен был быть готов,
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ведь она возлагала
на меня надежды,
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подталкивала меня.
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Алекс, будь добр,
скажи классу.
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На самом деле Колумб
пытался найти
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быстрый и короткий путь
в Индию, миссис Лихи.
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Он искал специи,
а нашёл Новый Свет.
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Случайность.
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Случайность!
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Он не должен был ехать
один в той машине.
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Я, я должен был быть с ним.
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Может быть...
тогда он поехал бы медленнее.
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Или бы я увидел другую машину.
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Случайность.
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Случайностей не бывает, Алекс.
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Чему быть, того не миновать.
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От судьбы не уйдёшь.
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Пап, Мэллори меня достаёт.
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Зачем вы завели
ещё одного ребёнка?
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Нам втроём было так хорошо.
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С возрастом ты станешь
ценить её больше.
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Сомневаюсь.
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Ну что?
Настроен на пару подач?
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Не, я не хочу, пап.
У меня плохо получается.
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За один день
всему не научишься.
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Я изучил всю алгебру
за один день.
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Это так.
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Но теперь ты пошёл в школу,
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тебе нужно научиться
играть в бейсбол.
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- Ладно.
- Вот так, молодец.
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Если хочешь,
я могу достать
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пару билетов
на субботнюю игру "Индейцев".
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"Индейцев"?
Я не большой их фанат.
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Как ты можешь не любить
"Индейцев"? Они же лучшие.
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Не с финансовой стороны.
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Судя по ликвидности,
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в этом году победят "Иволги"*.
(*Балтимор Ориолс)
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Они продули 15 игр подряд.
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А это тут каким боком?
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Их доходы от трансляций
поднялись на 15%.
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Цены на билеты – на 7%.
Эти ребята знают своё дело.
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Такими темпами
они смогут купить "Индейцев".
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Это абсолютно новый взгляд
на нашу национальную забаву.
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Ну ладно.
Давай покидаем, да?
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Помнишь, как я учил?
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Сведи руки вместе.
Как будто чаша.
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Вот так, молодец.
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- Оп!
- Прости, пап.
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Нет, нет, ничего.
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Ты пытаешься.
Это главное.
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Всегда вот он так,
поддерживал меня.
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"Попробуй. Попытайся.
Развлекись. Это главное".
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Тебе не нравится такое
отношение?
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Не знаю.
Как-то наивно, не согласны?
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Я не знаю.
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В жизни есть
победители и проигравшие,
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среднего не дано.
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Значит... ты считаешь отца
слабохарактерным?
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- Нет.
- Но ты сказал...
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- Я закончу мысль.
- Извини.
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Я думал так раньше.
Сейчас мне стыдно за это.
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Что я в упор не видел его силы.
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У него большая любовь,
у отца моего,
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не только к семье,
но к жизни.
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Ему не нужно заставлять
вас ошибиться,
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чтобы показать свою правоту.
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Ему не нужен ваш проигрыш,
чтобы быть победителем.
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Хотел бы я больше
от него перенять.
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Пап, ещё одна сестра?!
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За что вы так со мной?
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Алекс, не всё подаётся
контролю.
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Да, но посоветоваться-то
со мной можно было?
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Алекс, это прекрасная малышка,
излучает только любовь.
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Ты её полюбишь.
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Ладно.
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Как вы это назвали?
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Дженнифер.
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Есть минутка?
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Конечно.
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Что читаешь?
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Кьеркегора.
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"Внутреннее
совершенствование личности
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и движущие силы
самовыражения".
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Да, самое то книженция
для развлекухи.
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Потом попробуй всё же читнуть
что посерьёзней, ладно?
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Хорошо.
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Джен, ты не задумывалась...
о жизни, смерти, вечности?
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Бывает иногда,
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но иногда я просто хочу сходить
на концерт Ван Халена.
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Интересный ребёнок, Дженнифер.
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Единственный
знакомый мне подросток,
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кто сочетает
Сёрена Кьеркегора
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и Эдди Ван Халена
в своей жизни.
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Забавно вернуться
в эту комнату.
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Тут особый запах духов.
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Был её день рождения.
2 года.
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Я не знал, что ей подарить,
и купил духи.
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Думал, что девочкам
нравится такое,
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к тому же была скидка.
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00:08:07,400 --> 00:08:10,860
Она подушила
всё в своей комнате,
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и сейчас, чувствуя запах
очень дешёвых духов...
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я думаю о Джен.
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Странная штука, воспоминания.
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Иногда они могут
быть реальнее того,
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что мы считаем реальностью.
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Запах влажных шерстяных
варежек на батарее...
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Этот запах в классе
миссис Лихи зимой не забыть.
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Эй, это мои варежки.
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Уверен? А похоже, что это мои.
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На твоих вышиты
знаки доллара на ладонях?
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Извини. Не заметил.
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Ты тут новенький, да?
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00:08:57,650 --> 00:08:59,430
Да. Грег Маккормик.
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А меня зовут Алекс...
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Я знаю. Алекс Китон, всезнайка.
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Кто тебе такое сказал?
Миссис Лихи?
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00:09:07,210 --> 00:09:09,000
Нет, другие дети.
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Сказали, тут классно.
"Сиди спокойно и помалкивай.
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Рано или поздно
Китон выдаст ответ".
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Откуда ты так много знаешь?
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00:09:18,310 --> 00:09:21,110
Беру вечерние уроки.
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00:09:22,350 --> 00:09:25,050
В Огайском университете.
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Ладно, пойду на улицу,
поиграю, пока перемена.
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Извини за варежки.
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Хочешь со мной?
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Я?
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Да. Ты ведь умеешь играть?
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00:09:39,310 --> 00:09:41,485
Обычно на большой перемене
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я помогаю миссис Лихи
готовиться к завтрашним урокам.
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Пошли. Там сейчас снежная битва.
Умеешь лепить снежки?
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- Нет.
- Вот видишь?
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Ты не всё знаешь. Пошли!
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00:09:53,850 --> 00:09:56,810
Не всё знаю.
Ни черта не знаю!
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Всё, на что я опирался в жизни,
ушло из-под ног.
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00:10:02,610 --> 00:10:04,910
Ты веришь в Бога, Алекс?
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00:10:04,950 --> 00:10:07,060
Я не хочу об этом говорить.
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00:10:07,090 --> 00:10:09,750
Извини. Продолжай.
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Знаете, что не даёт мне покоя?
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00:10:12,700 --> 00:10:15,710
Прямо вот выводит
из равновесия?
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00:10:15,770 --> 00:10:18,500
Что-то, через что мне
сложно переступить.
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И что же это?
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00:10:19,470 --> 00:10:22,270
Я вам за это и плачу!
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00:10:27,780 --> 00:10:31,750
Чтобы вы тут сидели
и слушали меня.
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Плачу парню
из колледжа Гранта,
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чтобы тот слушал мой рассказ
о жизни и давал советы.
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Из Гранта, где всерьёз учат,
как открывать зонтики.
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У меня было "отлично" за это.
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Ладно. Это всё без толку.
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Никаких ответов.
Никаких советов.
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Сижу здесь просто,
веду весь разговор,
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а вы из меня всё
вытягиваете.
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00:10:57,730 --> 00:10:59,480
И что ты думаешь
по этому поводу?
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00:10:59,510 --> 00:11:01,480
Что ты думаешь
по этому поводу?
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00:11:01,510 --> 00:11:03,410
Я первый спросил.
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00:11:05,950 --> 00:11:09,130
Вы умеете действовать на нервы.
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00:11:09,650 --> 00:11:13,680
Чего ты хочешь, Алекс?
Чего ты ищешь?
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00:11:13,710 --> 00:11:19,550
Хочу почувствовать себя...
как в детстве.
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00:11:19,580 --> 00:11:24,950
То чувство безопасности,
защищённости.
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00:11:26,810 --> 00:11:30,980
Возвращаясь домой
холодным дождливым вечером,
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я видел свет в кухонном окне
200
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и знал, что не хочу быть
ни в каком другом месте.
201
00:11:38,380 --> 00:11:41,610
Чем мне было холоднее
и чем сильнее я промокал,
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00:11:41,650 --> 00:11:43,755
тем больше мне это нравилось.
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00:11:43,785 --> 00:11:48,780
Ведь я знал, что через две минуты,
я бужу уже на этой кухне,
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в тепле и уюте.
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Знаете рассказ Хемингуэя
"Там, где чисто, светло"?
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Не могу сказать, что знаком. Нет.
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00:12:00,330 --> 00:12:03,190
Всё верно. Забыл.
Вы же учились в Гранте.
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Хорошо, скажу более
доступным вам языком.
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00:12:07,380 --> 00:12:10,850
Помните, когда Бэтмен...
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хотел скрыться от всего,
он спускался в свою пещеру?
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Ах да! Помню!
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Вот с таким чувством
я входил на кухню.
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Входить туда было словно
попадать в объятия.
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Скажу вам по секрету.
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Иногда... я специально кашлял,
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чихал, хлюпал носом,
чтобы привлечь внимание.
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Кому от этого хуже?
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Апчхи! Апчхи!
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Ты не заболел, родной?
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Всё нормально, мамуль.
Простудился слегка.
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Иди-ка сюда.
Я тебя укутаю.
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Мама, перестань.
Не надо так хлопотать.
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Мне не трудно.
Посиди здесь.
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А я приготовлю
горячего шоколада.
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Да!
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Горячий шоколад.
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Ещё один чих, и плюсом
будут взбитые сливки.
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Апчхи!
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Алекс, ты снова
больным притворяешься?
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Не завидуй, Мэл.
У тебя так не получится.
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Здесь главное тонкость.
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Кашлянуть там,
чихнуть сям.
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А ты приходишь и говоришь:
"У меня малярия.
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Дайте мне горячего шоколада".
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Спасибо, мамуля.
Мне стало гораздо лучше.
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Печенек хочешь?
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Мама, перестань.
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Ты меня балуешь.
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А каких?
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Я твоя мама.
Имею право побаловать.
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Шоколадных?
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С орешками.
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Как у тебя дела в садике?
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Нормально.
Мы рисовали.
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Алекс, какая прелесть.
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Ничего милее ты мне
ещё не дарил.
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Спасибо, мам.
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Я думал о тебе,
когда покупал её.
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Покупал?
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Ага. У Роджера Зиммермана.
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Он самый талантливый
художник у нас в группе.
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Лучшее для моей мамы.
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О, мам, мам, мам,
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споём песенку?
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Да, давай.
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? Где мой пальчик?
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? Где мой пальчик?
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? Вот он я.
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? Вот он я.
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? Как твои делишки?
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? Хорошо, спасибо.
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? Прячусь я.
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? Прячусь я.
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Вкуснее и слаще того
горячего шоколада
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я в жизни не пробовал.
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Никогда...
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Никогда больше не будет
такого чувства...
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безопасности.
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Здоров, Ал-экс!
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Привет, Ник.
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Ты здесь что забыл?
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В смысле, что я забыл?
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Здесь же все люди
из твоей жизни, так?
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И я оттуда же.
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Ник, у этого парня
почасовая оплата.
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Хорошо?
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Я не хочу тратить своё время
на разговоры с тобой.
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Считаешь, тебе нечему
у меня поучиться?
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Что, думаешь, я тебя
ни фига не научу?
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Нет, Ник.
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Я не думаю, что ты меня
ни фига не научишь.
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Алекс, что это за слова?
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Простите, миссис Лихи!
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Говорю так, чтобы меня поняли.
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Давай. Иди уже, ладно?
Не доводи до греха.
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Ты просто боишься найти
часть меня в себе.
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Во мне нет ничего о тебя, Ник.
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Конечно есть.
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? Born to be wild
(Рождённый быть диким)
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? Born to be wild
(Рождённый быть диким)
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Алекс, к тебе можно?
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Уроки делаю, мам.
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Отличные оценки
в дневнике, Алекс.
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Спасибо, отец.
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Смотри, что написал учитель.
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"Алекс смыслит в экономике
лучше большинства Американцев.
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Полагаю, эта работа
заслуживает пятёрки.
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Но до конца я её не понял".
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- Мы гордимся тобой, сынок.
- Молодец.
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Не знала, Алекс,
что ты фанатеешь от рока.
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Не фанатею я от рока, Мэллори.
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А вчера вечером ты его слушал.
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Степпенвольф,
Джим Моррисон и Дорз.
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Грегу нравятся Дорз, не мне.
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? The time to hesitate is through
(Время сомневаться прошло)
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? No time to wallow in the mire
(Не время валяться в грязи)
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? Try now, we can only lose
(Делая это, мы можем только проиграть)
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? And our love become a funeral pyre
(И наша любовь обратится в пепел)
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? Come on, baby, light my fire
(Давай, детка, зажги мой огонь)
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? Come on, baby, light my fire
(Давай, детка, зажги мой огонь)
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? Try to set the night on fire, yeah
(Наполни эту ночь огнём)
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Алекс, друг, мне пора.
Завтра в школе увидимся.
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- Домашку мою только не забудь.
- Забывал я хоть раз?
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Да, слушай,
мне отец сказал,
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что достанет билеты
на "Индейцев" в субботу.
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Твой батя – мужик.
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А братишке моему
найдётся билет?
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Стой. Не уходи.
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Чего?
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Не уходи, ладно?
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Не выходи за эту дверь.
Не надо.
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Но мне пора.
Мама ужин приготовила.
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Нет, не ходи, хорошо?
Останься.
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Здесь, в этой комнате,
со мной, навсегда.
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Алекс, это стрёмно.
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Просто... выслушай меня, хорошо?
Я не могу видеть, как ты уходишь.
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Алекс, двое 14-летних парней
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в состоянии
попрощаться без слёз.
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Нет, тебе не 14.
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Неужели?
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Ну да, сейчас 14.
Сейчас да.
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Но глазом не моргнёшь,
тебе будет 21, как и мне.
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Тебе 21?
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И ты выйдешь за эту дверь,
и погибнешь в аварии.
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Алекс, хватит и простого:
"Хорошего тебе дня".
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Не уходи, ладно?
Не уходи.
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Не уходи!
Нет!
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Где справедливость?
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Где?
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Он не должен был умирать.
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Он в жизни никого не обидел.
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Почему?
Почему?!
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Не переживай, Алекс.
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Держись!
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Я только ребёнок.
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Ты особенный.
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Старайся, играй честно.
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Мы гордимся тобой.
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Приляг, вздремни.
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Почему ты плачешь, Алекс?
Тебе бо-бо?
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Да. Вроде того.
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Нужно поцеловать,
и всё пройдёт.
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Да, конечно.
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Лучше?
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Намного.
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Теперь ты вернёшься домой?
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Скоро, хорошо?
Очень скоро.
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Только пару хвостов подтяну.
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Пойду домой,
выпью горячего шоколада.
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Апчхи!
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Это я... 17 лет назад.
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Заставляет задуматься...
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Сколько уже я пережил
за свою жизнь,
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и что всё это значит.
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Я не хочу умирать.
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Не в том смысле, что
не хочу умирать молодым.
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Я не хочу умирать и в 45.
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И не хочу умирать стариком.
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Я не хочу умирать... вообще.
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Ты веришь в Бога, Алекс?
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К этому всё сводится, да?
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Ведь так?
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Это здесь я и пытаюсь
выяснить.
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Ведь... Ведь если есть Бог,
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тогда всё это
должно иметь смысл.
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Должна быть причина,
некий умысел,
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по которому Грег умер,
а моя жизнь небесцельна.
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И что ты думаешь?
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Моя логика говорит мне,
что нет.
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Судя по линейной
затратоэффекктивности,
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это недоказуемо.
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Нет никаких годовых отчётов.
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Никаких фотографий
совета директоров.
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В смысле, свежих.
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И есть целая куча вещей,
которых просто не объяснить.
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Но есть и удивительное.
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Чудеса природы...
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Горы, океаны,
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умение Скиппи
самостоятельно одеваться.
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И думается,
что за этим кто-то стоит.
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Я отвечу "да".
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Я верю в Бога.
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Но не в смысле...
такого злого Бога,
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как Боги из телевизора,
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знаете, проповедники
там всякие,
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которые постоянно
клянчат у вас денег.
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И...
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И не в модного Бога,
как Бог Мэллори...
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подбирающий брюки
под обод для волос.
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Но и не в Бога брата Тимофея.
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Я априори не могу поверить,
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что Бог запрещает
встречаться в девушками.
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Иначе он не создал бы меня
таким симпатичным.
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Бог – он благородный...
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И великодушный...
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Не в какой-то
определённой форме.
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Сегодня он дельфин.
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Завтра – торгует ценными
бумагами на Уолл-стрит.
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Будет забавно, если однажды
всё перемешается
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и он станет дельфином
на Уолл-стрит.
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Ты меня удивляешь, Алекс.
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Не думал, что в Бога поверит
такой прагматичный парень.
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Да. Часть меня переживает
по этому поводу.
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Я предпочитаю знать наверняка,
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видеть,
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иметь возможность доказать,
знать, изучать, практиковаться.
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И такое чувство...
что это проверка.
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И что ты намерен делать?
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Грег мёртв.
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А я жив.
421
00:24:34,460 --> 00:24:37,130
И я не могу это изменить.
422
00:24:41,130 --> 00:24:44,130
Но я могу
сохранить память о нём.
423
00:24:46,130 --> 00:24:51,600
Могу взять
его чувство юмора...
424
00:24:51,630 --> 00:24:54,430
его энергию...
425
00:24:54,460 --> 00:24:57,560
его пыл...
426
00:24:57,600 --> 00:25:00,630
и превратить их в свои.
427
00:25:02,300 --> 00:25:05,490
И я могу быть лучшим Алексом
Китоном, каким только можно,
428
00:25:05,530 --> 00:25:09,400
использовать данные мне дары.
429
00:25:09,430 --> 00:25:16,630
Чтобы со временем
оценить красоту этой жизни.
430
00:25:21,700 --> 00:25:25,260
И я могу быть благородным.
431
00:25:26,700 --> 00:25:30,500
И великодушным.
432
00:25:30,530 --> 00:25:33,260
И внимательным.
433
00:25:33,300 --> 00:25:36,760
И я могу заработать
кучу денег.
434
00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:40,480
Я уверен, Бог хочет
от меня этого.
435
00:25:40,510 --> 00:25:45,210
В ином случае, он не создал бы
меня таким умным.
436
00:25:46,130 --> 00:25:50,600
Я бы хотел ещё поговорить.
У нас осталось время?
437
00:25:50,630 --> 00:25:52,230
Конечно.
Присаживайся.
438
00:25:52,260 --> 00:25:57,430
Хорошо. Столько всего в голове.
Не знаю, с чего начать.
439
00:25:57,460 --> 00:25:59,600
Начни сначала.
440
00:26:01,630 --> 00:26:04,430
Меня зовут Алекс Китон.
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